The spectacle inside this vortex reeks anarchy, rumpus and fear. Straying
my eyes, I behold within this mess, various so called important fragments of
life swirling around arbitrarily with people unrelentingly hounding them. I see
within this vortex, luxuries, societal status, individualism, liberalism,
hedonism, orgies and wealth. However disorganized the picture may be;
stratification of this rowdy whirlwind, which comprises different people with
different pursuits, is now visible to me. There are people replete with and
tenaciously clinging on to all the aforementioned fragments, believing that
their prosperity is now guaranteed and waiting for this storm to end. Not far
behind are those who already possess some but proprietarily follow the fragments
eluding them. And then there is a 3rd class of humans which wobble
close to the threshold of this incarceration. Having scruples and unwillingness
to stay in, this class contains species which only whine and fear, desperately trying
to draw confidence out of others around them and inadvertently making
themselves a part of this pursuit of prosperity. Remaining lot of this 3rd
class I see really struggling to break the chains and revert to the outer world.
Beyond this haze and commotion I see but only a vague picture of the outer
world. A world whose environment is calm, organized and which was once mine. I
see my health, my family, my friends all of whom I once considered my greatest
asset. They stand concerned with eyes wet, still yearning for my possible
return. But what's startling and unresting is that some of the so called
important fragments of life I have been following sacredly like societal
status, luxuries and wealth are right there with them. The only difference is
that humans on the farther side struggle for these only up to a certain limit.
They all stop before the threshold of this vortex, graciously accepting and
relishing what they and what I once possessed. There exists satisfaction and balance
of everything. And the reason why they all stop before the threshold is because
they cannot see anything beyond it.
With each passing second and cycle of motion, this monster is drawing me
closer to its abyss of despair and oblivion. The indistinct view of outside is now
transient, quickly to be disappeared. Sooner or later all those who are present
inside this whirlwind would be meeting the same end. Inches away from being
consumed and meeting my fate, I am a paragon of loneliness, anguish and repentance
for failing to see that I cannot see beyond the threshold.
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